I’m tired of feeling shit about myself but the feelings just won’t go away.
I’m useless and I have a vision of myself which is so far from the actual reality.
At most I’d have expected to be truly happy at this point in my life however my emotions are a total roller coaster. I’m so self conscious it’s almost embarrassing. I’m so uncreative it hurts.
Where has the care free and beautiful me from the photo gone?
She’s been lost for a while.